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hari ini. .
2 je aku nak cite. .
xde cite. .
saje je bukak. .
trase boring. .
pastu usha blog org. .
cam stalker. .
takot. .
nak tido. .
janji. . tido. .
malam. . tido. .
semalam pon tido. .
tolong. . saye. . takot. . tido. .
cube komen??
haa?
tah mende tah. .
reply. .

minne

minne

melayu? gags

syaitan itu benar?
nafsu atau minda di rasuknya?
rasional aku jadinya keluar
singgah pula sumpah cela

jika benar seorang itu aman
adakah indah tidak berteman
tidaklah meronta yang seorang dan berantakan
yang lantas di sisinya kawan jadi lawan

aduh kah ia untuk sakit?
patutkah suka untuk jangkit?
70 bauan syurga lah sepatut di hidu
70 buahan syurga lah juga patut jamah

asimilasi lidah dan kata bagai di julang
umpamanya yang berkata itu malaikat girang
bila di ketepi dia, ada yang jadi dia
sang cabang bina jurang

jika benar katanya itu pahala
syurga kah dia?
tapi benar bila katanya itu dosa
neraka lah pastinya ia

tuhan buka jalan!!
siapa mahu ikut?
mari janji kita kota
banyak pula benda tahan
bagai di hulur x bersahut
janji apa kata dusta!

tuhan buka jalan!!
siapa mahu ikut?
mari janji kita kota
aral melintang masalah nya bukan
patut ikhlas kita sambut
yang berduri makanya lebar

jika tinggi langit, aku daki
seisi perut bumi aku gali
sepuluh helai sireh tiada hanyalah jari jemari
cacat cela halus kasar moga di ampuni

ha...

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more
and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting
the people around me
So I want to take this time out
and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to
take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me


You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me


I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame


And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

ambience

friends is god's way of taking care of us . .

parents start u off on life,

but friends get u thru it . .

side by side or miles apart,

they r olwez close 2 us . .

friends is they who sees u as good egg,

though they knows u r slightly cracked . .

and so . . even it is not as what it seems . .

there is only one hapiness in life,

to love and be loved . . peace . .

-- a friend loveth at all times -- bible --
-- one is then not a true believer 'till he love brothers such himself -- hadith --

plik tapee bnar

ade lak org g blaja kat tmpt makan??

huh. . 1st time. .
lepak kat kedai makan kat dpan matrik 2. .
agak crowded ngan org yg kua masok kedai. .
akak kedai yg setia mengambil oder. .
n bunyi 'ketang2' kuali m.cik yg ngah dok syok goreng kat blakang. .
x lupe gak awek yg cun n balak dia (alha kate balak dia 2 pmpuan. . huhu)

nga bez mkan smbil tgk tv. . tetibee. .
"weh, cane esok dowh. . x abiz bc ag kowt. .??"- kelad
"lek r, x byk da kowt. . jap g blk, selak2 setel r. . maaakan r dulu!!" - alha
"sok paper ptg an. . sempat!!!" - jimi
otak ko!! pagi kowt. . haha, kene tempelak ngan dak2 uma plak. . adusss. .

"ok2". . tetibe aku stat melakukan aktiviti nie ngan soklan. .
"klu korg x abis bc ag, 'berth' 2 ape??" - err ni paper shipping, de r term2 yg plik sk8..

stat drpd 2, agk sejam lebey gak duk keco sal shipping kat c2. .
x pna d wat aku rsnye sepanjang karier aku jd student nieh. .
aku pun yg bc br 4,5 soklan pon agk t'uja ngan kehebatan dak 2 owg nieh. .
sume dowg taw kowt. . kite yg xtaw ni pon asik tnye je la. . dowg jwb je la. .

then balek aku bc 1 page, tros tdo. .
mimpi mlayang2. . golek2. .
bangon je cuak. . da r lambat, aku pon xingat bc abs ke x ag. . uh srabot mapley. .
then siap2. . mlangkah masok dewan pekse. .
tp yg bez . . byk mende yg bincang smlm masok pekse. .
uhhh. . lega gle. .
\\ time kaseh r kengkawan ek. . muge2 kowg cemerlang. .

blurry

some people come into our lives and quickly go
some people move our souls to dance
awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom
some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon

you'll know it comes
when you see the world in her eyes
and her eyes everywhere in the world
when she's in there
all your saved-up wishes start coming out

a bell is not a bell 'till someone rings it
a song is not a song 'till someone sings it
feel wasn't put in the heart to stay
for love isn't love 'till you give it away

but the way to love anything
is to realize that it might be lost

what makes a weak man brave
and king step off his throne
good times, bad times
easy times, tough times
it comes in an instant
and lasts a day after forever

it stay in our lives for awhile
leave footprints on our hearts
and we are never ever the same

damn!!

****&$#@%! gle. .
ari2 ade keje. .
asgnmt 1000x. . leteh maa. .
asal ujong sem melambak sume segedebuk atas pale. .
gle ko. .
x pasal2 aku exten je nanti. .
nak marah sape pon xtaw. .
nak kate sendri sala?....... mane bley. .
ni mesti sala org len gak. .
xkan lar sala aku kowt. .
melampau r asik aku je yg sala. .
fade up da r aku nak blaja klu camni. .
bek aku wat mende len. .
inhaleeeeeeeee. . xhaleeee. .
huuuuuuhhhhh. .
idea2. .#!!

tekan2

wallawey..

sape boley jd kite klu bukan kite. .
perlu ke kite nak kejar sumthg di luar radius kite. .
baek jgn, supaye kite x kehilangan sumthg. .

tp kang xtaw n x ke mane lar plak. .
x cube xtaw an. .

weyweywey. .

kitekan hambe je. .

so watpe nak suh orang angkat. .

klu makin berisi makin tundok kan lg bagos. .

xde la yg nak pk bagos. .

weyh. .


pe gune kawan klu xle jd teman. .

give n take owg kate. .

tp klu kite give je??. . ntah la. .

so, baek la kowt. . xpe mayb akan ade yg paham nnt an. .

wat baek balasan pon baeks. . ahaa. .

emh. .

perlu ke kite d fahami o kite yg kene memahami. .
pe ni. . ? ntah. .

knape kite perlu xplain klu mende 2 x penting. .
n knape kite perlu tanye klu mende 2 x penting. .

coz we want 2 lar. .
tp knape ek??? mesti ade sumthing. .
(yg sedar je akan amik tawu, if x sedar x tawu lar. .)

agaknye yg penting iklas lar kowt ek. .
tp cane, if kite ade simpan sumthg dlm hati. .

nta. . nta. . nta. .

untuk sume ni. . agaknyee. .
wat kering n simpan je lar pe yg patot. .

yg d atas 2 lebih paham. .
n mayb if x dpt yg ni, yg beter 2 ade ag menanti. .

tp if xnk yg 2, nk yg ni gak!!! camne tah. .
pasrah je la jawabnyee yek. .

wuuuuu. .

hatta, njoy life je lar ngan ape yg ade. .

ye dak?????